So as I was driving home from taking the girls to preschool I prayed Lord, please take this anxiety away so I can have some kind of discernment on where it is coming from. Our Lord is never failing. I know that my anxiety is not from the decision to go ahead with the recommended Botox injection today, BUT from insecurity, doubt and basically fear that I am making the wrong decision or that I am not using God's wisdom.
I guess this is going to continue to happen because this is the PERFECT way to mess with a Mommy, huh. So I am going to continue to stay strong and keep putting the Armor of God on each morning with my girls to keep all those nasty fears away! Because I know that my gifts are not in this particular area but as I know I can and will find the resources that are needed.
Please pray that the preparation for Grace is what she needs and pray especially that the neurologists has Our Lord's perfect hands and discernment with him guiding him to the proper location and amounts for these injections. Also, please pray that the injection stays in the needed area to get the needed flexion and no side affects to harm sweet baby Grace.
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